It was like my mind suddenly went through the lull numbness of an electro-convulsive treatment .
For instance, when the depths of mundane matter began to tickle my brain or the existence of the supernatural began to create its doubts or even when the gravest concern began to flicker around the atmosphere, suddenly and for quite unfathomable reasons it did not really settle down in my mind and bother me, rather a feeling of lightness began to prevail around just like the aftermath of an electro-convulsive treatment.
It was like suddenly i understood everybody all too well and their own respective reasons for doing what they seem to be doing.
After all nobody really wants to be a mean nitty-gritty individual right? so one has one's own way of tackling and responding to matters to how and what they feel right .
The problem however was, even this knowledge could provide no solace because in the end we can only be what we want to be and keep continuing to do things the way they have always been.
change could only apply to an external factor or a group or an organisation.
to be contd...
For instance, when the depths of mundane matter began to tickle my brain or the existence of the supernatural began to create its doubts or even when the gravest concern began to flicker around the atmosphere, suddenly and for quite unfathomable reasons it did not really settle down in my mind and bother me, rather a feeling of lightness began to prevail around just like the aftermath of an electro-convulsive treatment.
It was like suddenly i understood everybody all too well and their own respective reasons for doing what they seem to be doing.
After all nobody really wants to be a mean nitty-gritty individual right? so one has one's own way of tackling and responding to matters to how and what they feel right .
The problem however was, even this knowledge could provide no solace because in the end we can only be what we want to be and keep continuing to do things the way they have always been.
change could only apply to an external factor or a group or an organisation.
to be contd...
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