hello efficient people...
hope ya'all had a beautiful summer!!
I just returned back to the campus from my own rather long-ish vacays and now that i'm back to the plains after such a long time, needless to say i still carry the hill jitters with me, both physically (temperature adaptations u see) but predominantly mentally and by mentally i mean to say that there is this whole inexplicable vibe humming around the corners of your being which frequently(has become frequent of late) questions your "yet again, now what-ness" kinda thing. I have no clue how many of you can relate with me here.
The holidays thrill that used to exist once upon a time kind of makes me wary these days, thinking of the fleeting time and tide and as we leap from one milestone to the other it does get tougher and despondent even. Ah!! good old days..
These last few summers,i remember coming back from the hills so much motivated to do better in every possible way i could but those motivation were soon overshadowed by the physical lethargies and god knows in every way u felt like a boss as if you had all the time in the world and duhh!!! wasn't life all about Carpe-Diem .
So basically, whats different about this summer-end is that its probably time to put an end to all that luxury of temporary motivation and just grill yourself or else 'YOUUUU....YOU NO GOOD'....i cant believe i'm saying this but geez!! the pressure I've been dealing with has been quite overwhelming and pardon me if i come out a little pessimistic but a friend rightly pointed out a few days back that "aren't things quite pessimistic and we keep trying to colour it up with our refined optimism to make our lives better" and danggg, it hit me coz hasn't it been that way most of the times.
and believe me, no matter how much we want to accept ourselves the way we are and let this world adapt to our being and read all that cool self help things that empowers you for being who you are and the ways of the world ,in the end somehow or the other we all want to be comprehended even if it be in some minutest detail of your heart which brings us back to being the refined optimists...
You see...euphemism did not just pop out like that and whorehouses are known as equivocal neighborhood for a reason.
who can deny we live in a mean little world which is not a wish granting factory as someone rightly said.
p.s- this is a very personal based opinion, you are totally free to vary.call it the twenties taking its toll on me.
oh!!BTW,i'm also doing an outfit post,something that i'm quite fond of but makes me think a millionth time before i do so,anyways below it is and many thanks to my lovely friend Azuali for taking these pictures.
hope ya'all had a beautiful summer!!
I just returned back to the campus from my own rather long-ish vacays and now that i'm back to the plains after such a long time, needless to say i still carry the hill jitters with me, both physically (temperature adaptations u see) but predominantly mentally and by mentally i mean to say that there is this whole inexplicable vibe humming around the corners of your being which frequently(has become frequent of late) questions your "yet again, now what-ness" kinda thing. I have no clue how many of you can relate with me here.
The holidays thrill that used to exist once upon a time kind of makes me wary these days, thinking of the fleeting time and tide and as we leap from one milestone to the other it does get tougher and despondent even. Ah!! good old days..
These last few summers,i remember coming back from the hills so much motivated to do better in every possible way i could but those motivation were soon overshadowed by the physical lethargies and god knows in every way u felt like a boss as if you had all the time in the world and duhh!!! wasn't life all about Carpe-Diem .
So basically, whats different about this summer-end is that its probably time to put an end to all that luxury of temporary motivation and just grill yourself or else 'YOUUUU....YOU NO GOOD'....i cant believe i'm saying this but geez!! the pressure I've been dealing with has been quite overwhelming and pardon me if i come out a little pessimistic but a friend rightly pointed out a few days back that "aren't things quite pessimistic and we keep trying to colour it up with our refined optimism to make our lives better" and danggg, it hit me coz hasn't it been that way most of the times.
and believe me, no matter how much we want to accept ourselves the way we are and let this world adapt to our being and read all that cool self help things that empowers you for being who you are and the ways of the world ,in the end somehow or the other we all want to be comprehended even if it be in some minutest detail of your heart which brings us back to being the refined optimists...
You see...euphemism did not just pop out like that and whorehouses are known as equivocal neighborhood for a reason.
who can deny we live in a mean little world which is not a wish granting factory as someone rightly said.
p.s- this is a very personal based opinion, you are totally free to vary.call it the twenties taking its toll on me.
oh!!BTW,i'm also doing an outfit post,something that i'm quite fond of but makes me think a millionth time before i do so,anyways below it is and many thanks to my lovely friend Azuali for taking these pictures.
yours truly...
