JUST ME ...

i aint the little sober princess who goes to sleep with a lullaby...
i aint the perfect miss A grader whom you can weave your dreams upon....
i aint the gurly gurl wantin to please you wit ma ways ...
i aint no "it gurl" so i dont play "the hard to get" game....
i aint no plain jane but neither cud u call me a shell shocker....
smetymes, i aint even a normal norm conducter....
i can be downright pushy,making it the way i believe or so to say id like to believe...
i aint no lil miss perfect coz for me thats a myth...
BUT i can be what u want if u can believe in me and give me what i want...
i can also do what it takes to give you my word....
i can work on my flaws if u give me a hand...
all it takes is belief to change the ways of the world....

IN A STATE OF MELANCHOLY

why is life so tragic; so like a strip of pavement over an abyss.i look down;i feel giddy;i wonder how i am to ever walk to the end.but why do i feel like this? Now that i say it i dont feel it...Melancholy diminishes as i write.why dont i then write it down more oftener? well,ones vanity forbids.I want to appear a success even to myself. Yet i dont get to the bottom of it....
VIRGINIA WOOLF

MY LORD OF LORDS...

I saw a fading sunshine and rushed to tell you that the darkness can engulf me anytime
You told me"dear,the darkness is a cradle that befalls to relax you with its monotony,bringing with it a fresh page of your life..
I leaped with joy and overcame the darkest of nights.
I saw a fleet of twittering birds passing over a canopy of trees and stared at it with amazement until they disappeared in the vast flawless sky,
I rushed to tell you that was it the law of nature that all the good things come to an end?
You told me"darling the good things dont come to an end but take a new form just like the crystal clear sky after a rejuvenating rainfall".
I beamed with glory when things took a new form as I knew it was indeed for the betterment.
In all of these wonderful days uve taught me to find beauty everywhere rather than search for it.
Often,people fold their hands and bow their heads in front of the almighty but I fold my hands and bow my head in front of you as you are my LOrd OF The LOrds....