MY IMMORTAL

distressed and disturbed, vexed and perplexed;

with frantic heartbeats and uncontrollable unknown shiver;

i decided to just give it up;

leaving behind what were once my most prized possession,i headed

for a desolate place.

surrendering myself, i started walking all alone on an island;

with perfect moonlight and shimmering raindrops,i just kept walking

that was the time i discovered you;

you were walking beside me and had been walking beside me

since i put my foot unto the threshold of this earth.

you had been protecting me and trying to guide me all through;

you were the one who quietly grieved  through my external humane 

grievances.

i felt a pang on my heart when i finally discovered you....

my shadow..
my soul..
my immortal...

GLITZ AND BLING!!!

Tabitha simmons , bling buttons

this one's what i like to call the casual refined stylish go to go....

                                 
we all know that glitz and bling bling has come up since a very long time but what captures my attention is the  way it has etched out from the conventional performance solution to fixing up any neutral outfits whether it be day or night.....of course putting it together is one thing to get it right .

undertones

playing with color undertones while managing to achieve the peplum flare even if it be a dint of it. 

NOTHINGNESS AND ME

                             NOTHINGNESS AND ME

Why do i always succumb to this infamous ,so called "procrastination". my tomorrow  never seems to appear ,mr.nothingness has become a big part of my life and it has eaten me up to such an extent that i've withered and jolted myself to fight against it just like this little bee dazed by sweetness except that the bee has a purpose and me on the other hand 'purposeless'.
There has been times and instances in my life that the bitter outcome of it has affected so many people and worst of all myself.  I have been a believer of thyself, here i am not on the verge of cascading my hidden arenas as you might acidently think so but just implying myself to all the things that i could have done like the same as you could have done but buttt this dreary nothingness has me playing with itself, making me its undesirable companion.
Oh!! how i wish to shatter it into pieces and come OUT of it and i know the fact that i have to get myself  geared up for it and achieve immense will power to make it happen.
Alas, it is myself who can bring the change in me
what say??

LOVED IT...

vexed...

sure this thing called love is overrated, sometimes it feels like we have been totally misled by these movies and books singing praises for it . okay, lets say that beautiful things happen and while it happens ,even the most insane things seem to appear sane, you begin to feel that finally the clock has ticked for you, and eventually end up gettin drunk in the momentary pleasure potion. To hell with everything else, dont we realize that this is just momentary and sooner or later ur going to be wide awake with just bitterness prevailing on every ounce of ur blood and to make matters worse u feel like you are the harbinger of all the uneventful things that happened even if it is the other way round.

WHINER....!!

i surely did realize something about myself today, to put in a a blunt and rather truthful manner i have today come across myself as a giant pathetic whiner,I still wudnt publish it in pathetic terms coz i feel this realization surely leaves you with options to change ways, although hard it may seem so... old habits die hard right? so, lets just keep it to hard and not impossible. Okay,you might be wondering where did this sudden realization brush off, to tell u honestly and to let you into the confined space of my little personal life, i recently took up a nice flat and you trust me ive been wanting something like that ever since i moved here in delhi, so ,here i was joyful about my new possesion.Although hard it was to pay the hefty sum initially ,the feeling of having to cringe and ask your hommies about cash is something like picking up a lizard by its tail and swinging it about, although my parents have till date never denied me a single thing that i want, so much so they trust me that they just blindly agree to watever i ask for,perhaps thats the reason for my cringing....oh ya, coming back to my flat ,its nice and i coudnt ask for more but the problem is every other time it just hits my head that why the hell am i spending so much every month, when there is hell of other things i could have done with that sum, after all we are students right? we are suppose to adjust in any place just good enough,then why am i spending that huge sum every month, arghhh here goes the whining nd it goes on an on.... I sure have realised today that it is myself who brings about problems and situations that i have to whine about eventually ,to mention here i could have also thought about it the other way round and focus on the good things about taking up the desired place and also learning to manage with the cash crunch in a suitable manner(which wouldnt be so bad)....sometimes i just overestimate myself or sometimes its just the other way round...can't i for a moment just be rational and think practically in my head and do right things at a right moment, speaking about RIGHT THINGS AT RIGHT MOMENT...i think this sentence really makes a lot of sense...if i begin to apply this theory from now on there would be just no reason for me to whine about things in the future....

SO IT IS!!

one of my favorites from alek wek 

taylor tomasi hill, the justified muse

ahh!!!  the  wish to wear that someday...

and in the era that we live in, not to forget  mother monster and her perilous ways..... 

FASHION is appalling but STYLE has truly been mesmerizing....the picks on that galore really throws a light upon thyself, but sometimes these picks can be candid and controversial by those succulent critics gazing upon you to tiny bits and no matter how much we just brush it out of the head and pretend to give a fuck ,it just chooses to be existent somewhere, after all humans we are ... in this shady reality nothing quite seems to be the solution than to just pick your picks and enjoy while doing so keeping in mind darwin's theory "survival of the fittest".