WHINER....!!

i surely did realize something about myself today, to put in a a blunt and rather truthful manner i have today come across myself as a giant pathetic whiner,I still wudnt publish it in pathetic terms coz i feel this realization surely leaves you with options to change ways, although hard it may seem so... old habits die hard right? so, lets just keep it to hard and not impossible. Okay,you might be wondering where did this sudden realization brush off, to tell u honestly and to let you into the confined space of my little personal life, i recently took up a nice flat and you trust me ive been wanting something like that ever since i moved here in delhi, so ,here i was joyful about my new possesion.Although hard it was to pay the hefty sum initially ,the feeling of having to cringe and ask your hommies about cash is something like picking up a lizard by its tail and swinging it about, although my parents have till date never denied me a single thing that i want, so much so they trust me that they just blindly agree to watever i ask for,perhaps thats the reason for my cringing....oh ya, coming back to my flat ,its nice and i coudnt ask for more but the problem is every other time it just hits my head that why the hell am i spending so much every month, when there is hell of other things i could have done with that sum, after all we are students right? we are suppose to adjust in any place just good enough,then why am i spending that huge sum every month, arghhh here goes the whining nd it goes on an on.... I sure have realised today that it is myself who brings about problems and situations that i have to whine about eventually ,to mention here i could have also thought about it the other way round and focus on the good things about taking up the desired place and also learning to manage with the cash crunch in a suitable manner(which wouldnt be so bad)....sometimes i just overestimate myself or sometimes its just the other way round...can't i for a moment just be rational and think practically in my head and do right things at a right moment, speaking about RIGHT THINGS AT RIGHT MOMENT...i think this sentence really makes a lot of sense...if i begin to apply this theory from now on there would be just no reason for me to whine about things in the future....