THE OTHER FACE OF MORTIFICATION

Life teaches you lessons in its own course of tyme but sometymes you cant help it and say to which most people wudnt agree dat deniably or undeniably dere are certain things in lyfe for instance some part of ur characteristics, dat u r born with coz even when u closely relate to each and every aspect of ur behaviour ,dere are things dat has become a part of you or more precisely it defines you nd wen u begin to question the logistics for its reason or even view it psychoanalytically , u still do not find the answer dat ur lukin for.
So for da time being lets just leave it dis way dat 'certain things in lyfe ur definitely born with' ....admist ol dese things ,'perfection' is one aspect dat most people luk for ,sum are so hungry for it dat all their life they are only giving it their best shots ,some accept themselves as perfectionists on da back of deir own minds or some keep lukin for it, or either for the worst or for da best some just dont give it a damn and still there are some who are bound to live upto it coz ,so far in lives dey have lived up to it,ultimately it becomes their choice of living ofcourse, preferably or rarely unpreferably .For dem dignity ,self valour ,poise nd u name more vocabs on dis ,becomes an integral part of his/her daily characteristics ,as a result many falling to da prey of syndromes lyke taking great consideration of what each and eveyone else thinks rather than his/her innermost opinions(in some cases da innermost opinions are void too coz uve long lost it) similarly da actions dey perform and da words dey choose to speak does imply provocatively to some, lyke thoughtful heads but bland to most, lyke da damnable nd whimsical lots ....
similarly, for these self valueing perfectionists life advances in the direction of fulfilling things in a grandeur with self potrayal and interaction being a vital part of their behaviour nd once uve actually attained it u r also one of a type ,different from anybody else nd is looked upon nd watched by others be it young or old so here again u have to live upto dat.. and "kudos" to dem dat dey have lived upto an identity dat distinguishes dem frm da rest .....
but,as we know dat all it takes is a careless mistake to put the building on fire simlarly just no.911 to extinguish it.
so bottom line,for the ones dat we are talkin of in the above lines it cud be a tough job for dem to retain their identity as a huge support is a must frm their near nd dear ones if nt da whole kinship ,and as we all kno dat da close company dey keep nd da bloods they relate to is undeniably synonymous to dem so if someone as close to the person does take a giant leap considered to be morally unfit then the huge prevailing so called perfectionists identity is so abashed....hence, comes da point of mortification .....da sad sympathetic or pitiful feelings da people hold for them is da most mortifying of all dat da reason for the mortification is also not as sinful as the mortification itself...